Less worried and court update

Last week I was perplexed as to should I spend some time worring about the things that I needed or to just let it flow. I will admit I worried like heck. My home study agency's license had expired and there was some discussion about where or not they would be re-issued a new license. Apparently, there was some paperwork that they did not complete prior to their application for renewal. So I am sure you all understand my concern.

All I could think is I have come this far and the thought of needing a new home study from a different agency was blowing my mind. I have to say I kept my head and by the grace of God the license came through and I took it to Trenton yesterday.

Last night I worked onmy Petition to Adopt and have just gotten word back that I need to get it notaried and the apostile done as well. So I am glad that I will be driving to Trenton to pick up the other paper work today because I can drop this stuff off.

I have my thoughts that this is something that should have already been done and I pray this will not hold up the court date. I did speak to my coordinator and she told me not to expect a court date before the end of June which will put me at just over 4 a month wait.

I know that some would find comfort in this but honestly it made me ill to think about it. I started to tear up but I understand that I have little control over any part of this process. I was better when I thought the call could come at any minute. I feel like my hopes have been daashed. I keep seeing a pattern that I have to feel like I am just about ready to throw up before each major step.

I am trying my best to stay positive and look at the bright side of this wait. So here goes:

1. Perhaps my arm will be healed
2. It should be beautiful and warm in Russia during the summer time
3. Oh I will still have time and the ability to start her room. I had a vacation planned so that I could focus just on that but the arm changed the plan. Now I hope that I will be able to enjoy every minute of decorating it for her. But much to my dismay there is nothing done in her room. I may have to have some friends over to help out.